Kamaduro and Karmasaya are unforgivable Karma and have to be paid with pain.

Kamaduro:
In the human organism, Kamaduro corresponds to the uncontrolled sexual fire, the uncontrolled creative energy of Shiva (the Holy Spirit) brought into action by means of animal desire and which culminates in the emission of the sexual fiery fluid through the orgasm or sexual spasm.
Kamaduro originates the decomposition of the sexual creative energy through which Kama (desire) is expressed as karmic poison - death, in other words - as a lustful Duro (very bad), a destructive, uncontrollable force (for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die. - Genesis 2: 17).

Karmasaya:
The sum total of the impressions left by any sexual interrelationship (physical, emotional, and mental). In other words, impressions of past sexual encounters leave karmic traces within the subconsciousness (protoplasmic bodies / ego) as a residual, potential memory; Karmasaya is the Karmic receptacle of the active effects of those impressions.
Karmasaya is totally overcome through comprehension of its cause. Through in-depth meditation on the great emotional crises originated by Karmasaya, comprehension arrives through the superlative consciousness of the Being. Without crises and meditation upon them, comprehension and subsequent elimination of Karmasaya are impossible. In such a case, Karmasaya remains within the mind as a cause of suffering.

We are currently in the Age of Aquarius, ruled by Uranus(ruler of the sexual organs), and is characterized by the Water Bearer, that which pours out all knowledge on humanity, and its keyword is Altruism. — Authentic Astrology.
Why should I be attached to anything here in the physical world if all of it is impermanent? That is insane behavior. — deny yourself, take up your cross daily, and follow me (sacrifice, kill ego in sexual transmutation, and incarnate the Christ principle)
Goal for this cycle: achieve a conscious astral projection on or before the full moon (moon 59% full may 18)
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Anonymous asked: Eris frowns upon you cabbage. A storm is coming and it carries with it a golden apple, may you live in interesting times.

Fantastic! I am utterly beaten by this, I don’t know what to do.

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goatinahat asked: What the anon said about what you are saying being hurtful... Many of your posts are highly invalidating to people who have suffered and been oppressed. It isn't your place to say these things, and they are bigoted. So if you are truly interested in your self-actualization, please examine your privilege, and be more discerning in what you say.

I agree with your constructive criticism but I am not a bigot. I gather my information from all major religious and spiritual sources and share my experiences of the practices they demand, that is all. It all is the best that I know through experience and very profound study. I need much more practice though. You are right, discernment is key and I have trouble here everyday and inside myself. I will meditate more on this.

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goatinahat asked: Get over yourself lol Did you just learn about Buddhism or something?...

Myself? My goal is to destroy my ego and I share how to do it on this blog and the obstacles on the path.

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Anonymous asked: You need to just stop, the things you say are physically painful. Please, for the love of all that is subjectively holy, just stop.

We need to learn what pain is and the origin of pain and the causes of pain. Words on a blog are not pain. You are feeling your own pain that you create for yourself out of your own ignorance. Study this blog and you will learn, meditate and you will experience truth and obtain wisdom.

All lives are a waste of time without direct experience of the Truth; call it God, call it Dharmakaya, Zen, Tao, Zeus, whatever…the sleeping ones are good for nothing. Awaken Consciousness.
What tremendous Astral experiences there are! People! Learn to use your Astral Body! Learn to awaken in dreams and get out of this physical world! Out of the slavery of the physical body!